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it’s the solstice, it’s cancer season, & i’m releasing a new song in honor of all the feels >>>
healing work is worth it, but it really sucks. for me, it looks like examining the patterns of what i chase and what i run from, working in various modalities to see and name the root causes, and being brave enough to try doing something different, one moment at a time.
this song is about waking up sick in the head, sweaty and scared, and holding my breath. this song is about shaking off dreams about ghosts. this song is about how clenching my jaw ultimately leads me to prayer.
may you throw it on your summertime sadness bops & let the disco tears fall...
xo freddie
lyrics
i wake up sick in the head
i wake up sweaty and scared and holding my breath
i have been doing my best
still i’m obliterated over and over again
my mouth is filling with blood
my blood is turning to rust
my mouth is filling with blood
the flood is spilling
love isn’t something i should be chasing
love isn’t something i should be chasing
i wake up knowing you’re gone
i wake up knowing you were never really there
i took you turning me on
the evidence i wanted that you really cared
my mouth is filling with blood
my blood is turning to rust
my mouth is filling with blood
the flood is spilling
love isn’t something i should be chasing
love isn’t something i should be chasing
so high
it was real for me
it was real for me
love isn’t something i should be chasing
love isn’t something i should be chasing
love isn’t something i should be chasing
love isn’t something i should be chasing
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